Day 400
What made my day today?
so the last wed i had chp for the entire day which really sucked and esp with whiny people beside me who didnt even do any work, so yeah whatever, supposed to meet s for dinner but she got lazy and had work to do and i didnt want to stay too long cuz i was meeting b late anyway, so had spontaneous dinner with c k y z, came home and napped a bit while waiting for b, met her really late like almost midnight by the time i reached and of course i was late as usual haha, went attica and arena, free drinks from amusing local boys who just came back from aus, walked around and hung around talking, didnt go back into arena after cuz she had to go home, i sat in the playground at my house for a long while because i was too pumped up with alcohol and was too emo for home and sleep. thurs i got pissed off because friends forgot about friday night outing that i organised less than a week ago, they went loof for s’s birthday and didnt even think of inviting me along. i think staying home too long is killing me and making me damn irritable and emo, im too restless for my own good. and getting addicted to the night life agn. fri night i met s and j for drinks at mulligan’s, came home and slept really late, woke up four hours later for breakfast with s, simply bread at cluny court, damn delicious sticky bun that i am so in love with now hahaha, walked her up to law campus for her rehearsal, went town to paint my nails, wanted to shop but was too damn tired to, sat in starbucks at orchard point to read great house by nicole krauss and of course to people watch too, kept wanting to fall asleep but the chair was too uncomfortable and unconducive for sleeping, met s for dinner at victor’s kitchen at sunshine plaza, liu sha bao and yummy dim sum, kept forgetting that there were only two of us and kept wanting to order more food haha, walked back to the cathay and sat in starbucks to talk for damn long before she had to leave to meet other friends and i came home to crash. met l this morning for brunch at ps cafe at paragon, damn expensive meal because we just kept ordering haha, and sticky date pudding two sundays in a row, slurps. and still wanting more sticky date pudding now haha. went to shop and then she had to leave early to do work before her family dinner. so i came home early and been eating and watching greys anatomy since.
tmr theres chp in the morning, then maybe going town to chill and read somewhere, either spinellis at orchard central pseudo rooftop or starbucks at orchard point agn. depending on what time chp ends, eugh. im leaving for vietnam in less than a week’s time yay, so why am i secretly not that excited about it at all, SIGH.
i have pretty blue nails or teal or whatever colour it is called. next week will be orange nails, or maybe starbucks green, or whichever colour tickles my fancy then. just not the usual burgundy or mint green, not yet at least, so tired of them actl, needs some burnt orange or bright yellow in my life now.
and maybe bangkok in april over good friday weekend with s p and s yay. more things to look forward to this year. i need a beach holiday agn soon, no water activities nothing strenous, just some good old suntanning and reading by the beach and sleeping in and enjoying the sun and sea.
and iphone elephants charger is spoilt, damn it. lousy shit, what a waste of money.
and im still pissed off over the thurs/fri incident but im being zen this year and im ignoring all of these, and yes im spring cleaning my life too and clearing out all things and people who make me emo and anxious and bitchy and who give me hell. people like s who is suddenly ignoring me and not replying me, who is cynical and negative and pessimistic and i dont need that in my life because i have enough cynicism for two persons and i need to find a damn aim in my life and it doesnt help with him shooting down every single thing that i find. and people like THEM who can forget me so easily and who dont bother even when im trying my darnest best alr.
sleep time because theres chp early in the morning! goodnight.
