Day 399
What made me happy today?
i have no idea when i last posted, whether it was even before osces or what, but anyway ive been done with exams since a week ago haha. just been lazy to go on tumblr and post. need to start doing this religiously agn, after all i started this for a reason right haha.
so osces were okay thankfully, not that im expecting to do exceptionally well, actl i may even fail two stations, one of the emed ones which i actl knew what it was like dx and stuff, but they were asking for alot more other stuff which i didnt, and the eye station of course. so yeah like i told s, will pass or at least i hope i didnt overestimate myself haha, but wont do well which im quite sad about to tell you the truth. had lunch after with r, came home to change and met s to watch ivp, ate curly fries and subway and totally enjoying ourselves there haha.
slept wed and thurs away after osces, had a massive headache and wanted to die, but just couldnt seem to get the energy to leave the house. nope not even for a haircut, brow threading and nail painting. speaking of which i must go paint my nails tmr haha. was supposed to meet s early on friday because she had a surprise half day at work, but it ended up storming like crazy and i was really late meeting her, also because i couldnt decide what to wear and had to dig through my very messy wardrobe haha, and she was alr shopping at h&m by the time i got there. met s and s for dinner at imperial treasure, cabbed to club nana for drinks with h p and b. stayed out til 3am, was comparing venues and drinks with s over whatsapp that retard haha, finally came home and slept at 430am. woke up 3h later at 730am to meet the old cg for c’s surprise breakfast. yes really truly BREAKFAST, at a bright and early time eugh. left at lunchtime, was supposed to go town to shop agn but because i ran out of the house early in the morning without drying my hair properly so it became one huge ass mess and i came home to shower agn. went to tanjong pagar to collect lou hei with my sister, went to my grandma’s house for reunion dinner, chocolate eclairs for desserts yumyum, was really full hahaha. and wanted to die from lack of sleep the whole day, did i mention that alr. came home and crashed at night. was supposed to go zouk with s and a and maybe meet s and his army boys in mink, but plans failed because s went crazy shopping in steve madden and spent a bomb and was too broke for drinks hahahah. met l on sunday morning for marmalade pantry, crabmeat linguine and sticky date pudding and cupcakes, slurps. i really love marmalade pantry! shopped around town after but still couldnt find any cny clothes, only found tons of pretty bags and wallets that are too expensive for me despite mine being rich this cny haha, but that was before i cleared all my heavy debts oh well. left at 5plus pm and by then browhaus and gong cha were closed omg, tragic. came home for family dinner and tv.
yest was the first day of cny, went to my grandma’s house, we were really late, whats new haha, and as usual i took forever to decide what to wear agn. this happens every year haha. but it was a small cosy gathering this year i guess, everyone had to leave before dinner so we only saw them for like two hours max maybe. we left for home really late though haha.
second day which was today was spent waking up late, watching tv, waiting for the kids to come visit, and then going for dinner with the other relatives. and this year i must say was more awkward than every year combined haha. too many awkward silences and as usual school talk which i cant join in because nobody’s doing the same things as me and its hard to explain to them what i do for school usually. i hate making small talk like this haha. so kept to myself although i must say im not snobbish and i can actl make conversation just that i hate initiating them. and the standing joke for the night between the sister and i was my horoscope saying that i will be “the life of the party” for the evening hahaha. just came home and tried watching tv but its showing what, miami vice? eugh.
theres school tmr and i have massive major cny withdrawal sigh. long weekend is gone just like that. and i have chp the entire bloody day tmr, from morning til evening. and i have to wake up at 7am tmr. at least i dont have to appear in the hospital tmr right, or study, or sit for exams, yeah talk about counting my blessings haha.
and been chasing people for my long overdue storybooks eugh, i hate doing it but i have too many storybooks with too many people and if i dont get them back i will just shoot myself. and reading the great house by nicole krauss now. and watching greys anatomy, or more like catching up on old seasons haha.
