Day 398
What made me happy today?
omg im dying, i cannot finish anything and im studying so super slowly its like i have no more studying capacity anymore. actl more like i have no idea what to study sigh. finished psych like after another six hours today maybe, and done with ent i guess. but was supposed to do eye and anaes too, oh well. will skim through eye because im going to fail it anyway hahaha. give some take some eh, what s taught me.
today i had the best friday the 13th ever i swear. first d was on the morning shift, like a really pleasant surprise, thank goodness i didnt go anywhere like school to study yest and today, the past two days have really been good to me. so yes first thing in the morning and he made my day just by being there alr, its been a while since i saw him. gave me my usual favourite caramel overdosed drink which i really missed alot because no one else ever makes that for me anymore, and he insisted it was on him. talked to him a while, you know sometimes i think its a change talking to someone in starbucks who actl speaks fluently without all their usual ah beng speak, not that i mean anything personal by that, just a random thought. then while i was studying halfway he came by and gave me a plate of food, some really nice banana caramel wrap thing. towards the evening this other barista gave me another drink, i think it was cuz i fell asleep halfway through the studying and looked like death the rest of the time cursing away and making faces at my notes. he gave me another plate of food agn, the same wrap actl haha too coincidental? and me laughing at them having a busy night and talking to them. and before i left he gave me another two drinks omg okay now that was overkill, wanted to die by then alr, but still super happy all the same. this pros i really enjoyed studying there because of them. and i hope they will still be around for my mbbs revision haha, though that will be like in another year’s time, but seriously minus the fact that i cant take my studying seriously when they are joking around the entire time, they really entertain me alot and make me so much happier everyday. so yes its been a really good day for me.
am meeting v to study in school tmr, i hope it will be productive and a quiet day and i’d better finish obg and eye tmr, and if we are optimistic enough maybe even anaes too hahaha. goodnight.
oh acute care posting eopt rocks my socks, highest grade in the past two years haha, though everyone gets the same range anyway because all the qns are repeated, so no kick. and my heart almost dropped when i saw ent bookprize email in my inbox but chey that was just the invitation for everyone to attend as supporters. plus they didnt even attach the namelist in the non-existent annex. had to recheck my ent score and the class bell curve and was damn disappointed to find that im only one of the sixty plus people in that same range of grades, so nah not possible, oh well. im not exactly the surgical type anyway i think haha. clearly trying to make myself feel better hee.
